Christmas definitely brought out the angry infertile in me. I’ve got family members with unending fertility so on Christmas Day I was surrounded by a herd of children (most of which were conceived out of irresponsibility not the desire for children). To make matters worse, they through a faux-shower for yet another girlfriend that my cousin has impregnated since getting out of jail. He doesn’t want it. She doesn’t either. Her family has cut her off. So you would think the responsible thing to do would be to consider adoption. Instead, they are going to keep the baby and raise it with nothing to continue the cycle. I cried all the way home. Its tough to stay positive with something like that staring you in the face.