Sad morning

I think IUI #1 is a bust. I started spotting last night and I can feel that AF is right around the corner. I can’t help but be disappointed and depressed. Every night on the news there is a story about some crack head neglecting or killing their child and I just ask God, “Why am I the one that’s infertile? Why aren’t they? They don’t want their kids anyway??” I completely trust that God has a plan for me and John to have children but sometimes its just so hard to understand. Isn’t 22 months long enough to wait?

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