Closer

Heavenly Father, thank You for speaking to me through such simple words. Thank You for the brokenness that brought me to a place of knowing You more. God thank You for breaking away the ice of bitterness and frustration that have been encompassing my heart. God I keep saying that this surgery is going to open up a new chapter of my life but I now realize that nothing will change if I do not begin to change my heart. I want more than anything to be a mother and I know that there are things in my life that need to change in order to be the type of mom that brings You glory. God I pray that You increase my desire to follow You. God change me from the inside out and help me make the purpose of my life to bring You praise. You are so awesome and amazing and words cannot express how gratiful I am from all You have given me. First of all you have given me a chance to be called Yours through the death, burial, and resurrection of Your Son Jesus Christ. God You allowed me to be raised in a Christian home and meet and marry a wonderful Christian man who is so incredible and supportive. God I thank You for the gift of music and I pray that everytime I open my mouth in song is to bring You praise. God I pray that each day I grow to be more like You. Lord I am tired of the same thing and I am so ready to go “all in.” God each day mold me and make me into the woman that You want me to be. God I pray that You go before us and prepare the way for our adoption. God I pray that You give our hearts guidance in the direction that You want us to go in the way of choosing a country and agency. We want more than anything to follow Your will. Lord thank You again for the time of worship and the movement of Your Spirit. I pray over each of the teenagers and adults that made decisions tonight. Bring us all safely together again tomorrow. Amen.