I can’t believe how much my butt hurts! I got a shot in each hip and I am in so much pain! It hurts to sit, to climb the stairs, or to lay on my side! Sleeping should be interesting! Plus add in the fact that I am completely on edge about tomorrow–I am going to need to be medicated to get any sleep! I’m excited about tomorrow but also extremely nervous. I’m even concerned over what to wear! LOL! While there is no denying that God lined everything up perfectly this month for this IUI to take place, I am still scared of getting my hopes up only to get shot down. I have so many emotions running through my heart and my mind! Ugh…infertility is such an emotional rollercoaster. I’m not sure how much longer I can do this!
God is so absolutely amazing! There are no other words to say! I went in for an ultrasound this morning to check follicles since I haven’t ovulated yet and lo and behold! Two wonderful follicles ready to be triggered! My doctor was suprised I hadn’t ovulated yet because of the size but I know exactly why I hadn’t. God had everything lined up just perfectly for John to be back in town for this cycle to work out! I am so stinking excited right now! I even took two shots in the butt without flinching! hahaha! I am just in awe of how God does work things out in His time! Praise God!
I am SO glad that today is Friday and that I get to sleep in tomorrow (keep your fingers crossed that the puppy will too!). It definitely looks like IUI may be a go this cycle! CBEFM (Clear Blue Easy Fertility Monitory) is still reading low so that’s a great sign! I told John the good news last night & he’s excited too! I am so ready to get this journey with infertility over with!!!