chronic illnessinfertility

Please tell me that I’m crazy

I think I’m just overly hormonal. Pre-op is one week away and I know that they will do a pregnancy blood test just to be sure before surgery. I am right at ovulation and I can’t shake the thought of what if I get pregnant (even though it is like a 1 in a 1,000,000 chance) and its too early to show on a blood test so they will take out my uterus with a baby in it. I’ve thought about what it would be like to get a call from the hospital telling me that they are canceling surgery b/c I’m pg. PLEASE TELL ME TO CALM THE FREAK DOWN! I know that I serve a powerful God and He can do miracles but I cannot let this occupy my thoughts for the next week and a half!! I will go slap crazy! I honestly don’t know how my mind comes up with some of this stuff. It’s going to be a long 10 days 🙁

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