chronic illness

Something just isn’t right

I can’t completely put my finger on it but I know that there is something that just isn’t right with my body. The last week or so I have had a lot of issues with my vision, esp with driving at night, and of course my vision insurance doesn’t roll over until late November so unless I pay out of pocket (which I am really thinking about!) I have to wait around until then. My joints and bones have ached so bad. I don’t know how to explain it other than my bones feel like they are going to explode they hurt so bad. I woke up early this morning (I think it was around 5am or so) and I could hardly move my feet as my ankles were so stiff. I honestly wondered if they would snap when I stood up. It was so incredibly painful. And of course as the day has gone by, then pain has gotten increasingly worse. I really have some school work to do tonight but I am not sure how much I will be able to focus. My stomach is queasy so I’m not sure what kind of food I will be able to stomach. I keep getting these weird, almost disorienting, feeling and weird feelings in my chest. I’m waiting on a call to see if I can get into the doctor’s office before next Wednesday. I honestly do not know what else to do.

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