So I have had a massive flare come out of pretty much nowhere. I was feeling stiff yesterday morning and experienced some last night as we were walking with the youth after the concert but I was awoken very early this morning with intense pain. It felt like each of my joints was getting ready to explode. So needless to say I had to call in at work and I’m missing class on week 2 (yay me) and have spent the day attempting to find a position in which I can be comfortable which of course is short-lived. These days I am wondering if in fact I am truly crazy. Maybe my entire body is finally turning against me (versus only bits and pieces). I have a hard time not feeling completely alone and very defeated. Good thing I have an appt next week.