adoption

Mixed Feelings

Part of me is excited today because we were given some great baby items to keep on hand until our baby arrives! Another part of me is frustrated because it seems that we are hitting dead ends looking for international programs. Its either we’re not old enough, haven’t been married long enough, or health issues are in the way. John being type 1 diabetic and me being on anti-depressants for fibromyalgia (rheumtotologists automatically put you on them with a fibro diagnosis) really hurts us. So we’re beginning to look in other directions. I know confidently that God has a plan. I just know that I need to do a better job of listening and a much better job of being a prayer warrior for this adoption and our baby. The roller coaster of emotions is just too much! And we are just getting started!

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