We got a call from our agency this morning. It seems that the bmom stopped by the agency and she was talking to our social worker about how she knew that God would bless us with a baby. So our wonderful social worker let her know that God wasn’t the issue in this and that she should apologize for what she has put us through. They (the agency) had asked her to call her family early on but she waited until after she was released from the hospital after the papers were signed. I am glad to know that our agency is fighting for us and is totally behind us. The vengeful side of me is thinking, “good! She deserved to be put in her place.” But I know that is not the attitude I should have. Even as I write this I am thinking about how we should be preparing to bring our daughter home this weekend and we should be preparing ourselves for sleepless nights and mounds of diapers. But we’re not. The tears are hard to fight back and my heart is far from being healed.