Words just can’t express how I feel now that we’ve made the decision to adopt. John and I have both said that we feel like a huge weight has been lifted off our shoulders and we can relax. After our soccer game Saturday morning (which was a blast by the way), we went out shopping at the outlets and for the first time in a loooong time I was able to see baby things and instead of feeling discouraged, I felt exciting knowing that soon I would get to be a mommy! Before I was so stressed about not getting pregnant but now I get to relax knowing that its not up to my body anymore! God has definitely worked everything out and given me a peace that is completely beyond my understanding!